Stirring the Depths
Can I be honest here? I am a little scared. I have come to a new place with God where ECC is completely His. I guess it should have always been that way, but it can be hard to get self out of the way. I feel like God may be telling me something I don’t want to hear, something that breaks my heart… For now though I am not ready to get to deep into what that something is, it is just for God and I for now. As you know from past blogs I have begun a new journey of trying to walk and talk with Jesus day by day, this has been harder than I thought it would be! I feel very challenged in my walk with Christ. I feel very challenged about ECC, I just feel challenged PERIOD!!! There is a stirring within me, but I am not sure what for, or what direction it is going, but I am unsettled. Now that I have let go of ECC I feel I have so little control, which is funny, because I don’t think I ever had it in the first place, LOL! I am drawn to the words that Rick whispered in my ear, “Don’t Give Up”, and I wonder where that course will lead me. I ask for your prayers if you’re reading this as I am seeking direction… seeking answers…when I am not even sure of the questions. God is stirring the depths of my soul. I am not sure where He is taking me, what He is doing, or what’s next. I do know for now though as I try and walk and talk with Jesus He is called me to lead ECC in its mission to; “Connect people to God and Each other”, and although I am unsettled, I can find peace in that.